i'm 22 turning 23...ang layo na ng teenage years ko..but i'm glad that i'm through with schoolworks na.. pero hindi rin pala.. i'm having japanese lessons..sa company.. sa ngayon, i'm not doing well parin.. hindi ko kasi nagagawa mga homework ko..how are you naman kasi! 5 hours na nga lang tulog ko, iispend ko pa ba yon sa assignments.. basta, babawi nalang ako...
hai.. saturday boredom.. i'm suppose to memorize hiragana characters..sangkaterba sila..pero eto ko... blogging..
ang weird talaga.. feeling ko wala akong pangarap sa buhay...minsan naiinis din ako dahil hindi ako naging competitive.. siguro dahil don kaya wala akong masyadong nararating...pero naisip ko lang na wala naman akong dapat i prove..i may not be competitive but it doesn't make me an incompetent kahit na ganon ako...or katwiran ba 'to ng tamad at takot na iextend ang sarili nya sa kanyang fullest potential? ayoko nang ikatwiran ang mga personal baggages ko.. hindi sila lang ang pipigil saken na gawin ang gusto ko.. kaya lang ang tough ng kalaban ko---sarili ko din...
tama, sabi ni nelson mandela, "your playing small doesn't serve the world" at "there's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you." tama, siguro nga it's every one's duty to be great..but what is greatness ba?? para saken kasi it is excelling in the field that you enjoy doing most.. as for my case, its hard to find out kung ano ba yung field na yon..for a person with an inorganized mind like mine.. ang hirap magdecide..
dahilan na naman.. ayoko na.. gusto ko nang maging responsableng tao.. got to move now...
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