Monday, February 23, 2009

insatiable

sinubukan kong tuntunin ang mali pero di ko parin masagot ang palaisipan....

ibusin ko man ang isip at oras ko para maintindihan lahat lahat nahihirapan parin ako...

para talaga akong walang utak...

pag may nangyayaring nakakalungkot natural lang na malungkot ka..pero pag nalungkot ka pag may nangyayayaring masaya, di ba parang abnormal ka na non....

hai...sana nakakapagsulat pa ko sa friendster...at least don may chance na pumansin sa sinusulat mo tas malaman ng mga tao iniisip mo lalo na ung di mo masabi kasi di kaylangan tas ala namang nagtatanong.....

pag di kaya takot ang tao ano kayang kaya nyang gawin....

tae...

pag nag aral ka ng science malalaman mong ang dami pa palang pedeng gawin ng tao akala nya lang di nya kaya....

bakit ba kasi kaylangan bigyan ng limit ang sarili kahit wala naman talaga...

Sunday, February 8, 2009

isang minuto

balang araw matututunan ko rin na hindi ako pinanganak sa mundo para humanap lang ng love life!!!!!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

messiah

"only secure people can serve"

security...that's what i needed right now...what's worse??a person whose so afraid to dying or a person whose so afraid that he wish to die instead...pathetic...

i hate this feeling...i am so afraid...

i used to fear ghost, darkness, pain, blood and all those stuffs that normal people could sometimes be afraid of...but i'm no longer afraid of them now, i guess...

i hate senseless fear...and the term "senseless" depends on who's talking...i never consider my old fears senseless---so long as a thing is normal, it will never be ...

a hate abnormality in as much as is hate conventionalism though they can be the same sometimes,,,,see, am i making sense at all???

Monday, February 2, 2009

masaya

"your confidence should come from within, not from without....
from the quality of your hearts and not from the quantity of things you have"


siguro same is true for happiness...it must come from within...it mustnt be dependent on 'things' and--yeah, people too...

"kung ang kaligayahan mo nakadepende sa ginagawa ng ibang tao, may malaki kang problema"

ang hirap talagang maging masaya...

sabi ni ryan, when things are bad daw, maybe, there's something good to look forward to...

hai...normal lang to....nalulungkot talaga ang mga tao minsan.......