Tuesday, February 3, 2009

messiah

"only secure people can serve"

security...that's what i needed right now...what's worse??a person whose so afraid to dying or a person whose so afraid that he wish to die instead...pathetic...

i hate this feeling...i am so afraid...

i used to fear ghost, darkness, pain, blood and all those stuffs that normal people could sometimes be afraid of...but i'm no longer afraid of them now, i guess...

i hate senseless fear...and the term "senseless" depends on who's talking...i never consider my old fears senseless---so long as a thing is normal, it will never be ...

a hate abnormality in as much as is hate conventionalism though they can be the same sometimes,,,,see, am i making sense at all???

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