relizations dawned to me these past few days.. i may be sick, but i am not dumb.. not terribly sick so i dont have to remain in bed for the rest of my life.. im lucky, i know.. i guess, it just have something to do with what you believe in and on how you see life..
the doctor said, i might be needing to undergo an operation..knowing the old me, i should be terrified by now..but, i'm not.. knowing what's wrong made it feel right, unlike those times when i don't even have an idea on what's wrong with me. its like fighting an invisible opponent. im still scared though..scared..just scared, no longer troubled..
but then..i.. and the doctor too.. may be wrong...
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